And So We Remain*

When I was much younger, it seemed to me, that adults were so confused.

Working so hard, gnashing of teeth, so much done in vain;

Attempting to ascend to the next class,

Acquire whatever products signified gain:

Status, cars, clothing, housing

All the paraphernalia of success so that,

Ultimately they could relax with,

The right group in the right place

Enjoying the fruits of their labor.

Of course, the right group was different than the one they were in;

The right place was much nicer, sunnier, more resort-like;

The right life so much different than what they had.

Yet with every new item, new toy, new thing,

They were so quickly left in the dust by someone else doing them one better.

“Keeping up with the Joneses”; such a fool’s errand; no satisfaction lasting very long.

But what about the beauties of life:

The rising and setting sun,

the position of the moon

the stars in the night sky

or the waves on a lake?

All available for free; available like the air that we breathe.

I’m much older now and sadly little seems to have changed.

*”And so we remain in this muddle all the days of our lives.” The Showings of Julian of Norwich: A New Translation, Mirabai Starr (Hampton Roads: 2013), p.143.

What Is Truth?

Your truth, my truth, does anyone own the truth?

               Your god, my god, how many gods do we need?

To care for those who need care;

               To heal those who are sick;

To feed those who are hungry;

               How many gods do we need?

I know the thunder and lightning are scary

               I know I didn’t make myself

I know somedays its wet and cold

               And other days hot and dry

But I also know that when we are kind,

               When we look out for each other,

Our lives are easier and happier

               Our smiles tell me what is true

So spin some stories, if you like,

               About the hunter in the sky,

The big and little dipper,

               Sending comfort to all that cry.

But let’s not argue over gods

               Let’s not fight over truth

Instead let’s share blankets               

And sandwiches.

A Friend’s Life Matters

He asked me if I thought he’d make it

               Survive his open heart surgery

“Yes, I do” I replied, clear and plain,

               “There’s still a lot for you to do”

He said he wasn’t afraid to die

               And agreed that much remained yet undone

He showed me his office filled with papers

               He talked about the requests for his archives

He recalled his written yet unpublished work

               And his thoughts for more to write

He talked about his second son’s wedding to-come

               He looked forward to a granddaughter’s visit

His beehives needed tending

               He could get back in shape easily

If he could only breathe easier

               It wasn’t asthma after all

But need for an artery bypass or two

               He wasn’t afraid to die

And there was still plenty to do before he died.               

His life still mattered

What A Baby Can Teach Us

Inside, outside, now I lay me down

               Not for long, mind you, nothing lasts very long

But for now, and maybe tomorrow, and maybe another month

               Noticing my breath I am grateful once again

I can notice and appreciate their every little breath

               Regardless of the outcome, or the income, or any welcome at all

To sleep perchance to wake up, what more could I ask

               Merrily, merrily or maybe not so merrily

We row our boats. Oh, what a delight it would be to dream               

Or even just to sleep the whole night through.


I remember before my parents divorced that Dad always had a new car

               He was a fan of the slogan, “New, every two”

But after the divorce I didn’t see him for many years

               And my Mom never had a new car of her own.

When her car broke down or stopped running

When the car repairs were too many or too costly

She would just trade up to the next best thing available

Never new, but better, at least for a while.

Until it too “broke down or died or whatever” she would say,

“Time for another new car.”

No, her cars were never new, but they were new for us.               

Like most marriages, most cars don’t last very long.

One Tree, One Lonely, February Afternoon

In the middle of a field, far apart from the others, that lie in the woods to the West,

Stands a tree, all alone, exposed on every side; a tree looking different from the rest.

How did this tree end up here, all alone, in this place? Does a tree ever have a choice?

Perhaps the seeds of our ancestors blow where they will and all we have is our voice,

To the tell truth as we know it, however small that may be, in whatever field we find ourself.

Sometimes, what stands out, catches our eye, until it ends up on a mantle or a shelf.

Alone and lonely are two separate states but sometimes they’re intertwined,

Like the branches of a tree, one lonely afternoon, in a late February state of mind.

Sunrise before the Sun appears

Slowly, the black sky turns blue and the bare winter trees reveal their emptiness;

               From this direction, I cannot yet see the Sun but know it’s there, somewhere to the East.

I’ve lived for more than sixty years and seen many sunrises in my life;

               Each mark a new beginning: will today bring “fresh Hell” or fresh yeast?

Or am I a co-creator, fashioning my own universe?

               Is the cosmos a blank page inviting each artist to design

Whatever near future they desire, whatever near past they leave behind?

               Do sixty-some years expand or restrict?  Can we resurrect or must we resign?

But now, the blue sky grows brighter and feathery white clouds materialize,

               Orange and yellow highlights announce that the full Sun will soon be here;

And now, my mood grows brighter reflecting the nature I see;               

Here and now is oh so pleasant, no past nor future to fear.

I Need A Change of View

I need a change of view, not just sight but heart too.

               The snow has fully melted and Spring cleaning comes to mind.

So many things to do, so many things to undo.

Mend the fences, pick up branches, groom the trails, what are the chances

               That all of this will be delayed, once I find

More urgent repairs needed once the puddles have receded?

I need a change of view. Looks like Spring will more than do.

A Man Needs An Exit

Six inches of snow on a 300 foot driveway and the only tool I have is a shovel.

The driveway connects to a gravel country road not yet, nor likely never to be, plowed.

My wife says not to worry “It’ll melt in a week and there’s no need to leave the house anyhow.”

I say “More snow on the way; I’d rather shovel twice than have more than 6 inches tomorrow.”

So, I go out, slow but sure, I shovel width and length, I’ll shovel all day if I must.

You see a man needs an exit, another way out, to avoid a slow death inside the house.

Call it cabin fever, call it what you want; a man never wants to feel trapped.

By weather or by woman, it’s important to have an exit, cleared well, in advance.

So when she asks why I shovel when I could just wait, she knows the answer clear as day. 

“Just to do it now, and maybe twice if I have to”, is all I will say.

Mother Nature Doesn’t Care

A second impeachment trial fails to convict

               What appears to be an open and shut case.

How does a criminal go free, time and time again,

               Is there any justice at this time or in this place?

Are our words just delusion, our government just a farce;

               Does not truth mean a thing anymore?

Another snowstorm in full swing and

The forecast says there’s more;

Enough with words and acrimonious display;

               Political theatre won’t get me very far.

Mother Nature doesn’t care about who’s right or who’s wrong.               

It’s time to shovel out the car.